Down but not out

Yow!

Although no one is clearly reading this blog, I haven't written in it for a while mostly because I was getting paranoid the ex had found. Well, even if you're reading it, enjoy. Was thinking about said ex this morning and getting a bit sad thinking about how much I miss him. Well, actually a lot sad thinking about all the good times we had and all the others we had planned, including our dog, Prince Buster...oh well, I don't miss the shit times of which there were many.

Am feeling a *bit* less perky than I have done lately - probably thanks to being a bit spanked every weekend for the last month or so and the fact that I missed a night's sleep and then woke up at 5am this morning. Oh well, will try and get to bed as early as possible tonight and have an extra hours snooze and go into work late tomorrow. I've been in SUCH a good mood lately though that there had to be a crash on the other side, and I guess this is it...

Had a pretty nice weekend though, so can't grumble too much really. I sorted out my front room in the day time on saturday and then saturday afternoon and night (and some of sunday) went to celebrate a friends birthday. It actually started very civilised but then descended in to the usual sort of rolling around on the floor kind of nonsense. Got home at about 4pm yesterday quite the shivering wreck, I have to say. But like I said it was really nice to celebrate C's birthday and spend some quality time with some other girls I'd like to get to know better, especially J as we have a habit of falling for and thinking we can fix mentalists. It was really, really lovely to go out and just be me...and not be worrying about what would be waiting for me. Also had a chat with this other girl, R who is also a bit of a mentalist, but I think has calmed down quite a bit lately. She was saying some super wise words to me, that although I was a bit fucked, I *think* she meant. She's pretty clever for one so young.

Bleugh - have had enough of today. Still, I'm leaving in less than 3 hours to go shopping and have some dj shenagins with my best mate. Woo!